This Summer

• TURN 16.!
• Party Hardy.!
• Go to the beach
• Make a new friend
• Chill with my crush ;)
• Find a job
• Get my belly button pierced
• Skip a day of band camp. =]
• Get my liscence
• Go swimming
• Watch transformers
• Hang with the cuzzo Briyah.
• Get drunk.
• Go to a water park.
• Make him mine. <3

There may be more... =]

Graduation

So we went to graduation May 29th and like three rows in front of us sat about 9 caucasians. Well they started calling the graduates names and Sally Mae [who was sitting on that row] kept turning around mean mugging when we screamed. Well finally Sally Mae sent Mary Beth to ask us to scream quietly. Wtf.? How do you scream quietly? Like really. How you gone expect someone to be quiet but when Billy Joe walked his ass cross the stage they was jumping up and down and shit. Sally Mae made me mad!

Aggravation

Ugh, I hate when people bring stuff up and go into detail then don't tell you wtf they talking bout. That's so fucking aggravating.! If you not gone tell me then don't bring it up.!

Myspace

Why do people add you, then get angry about what you got on your page? Bitch this is MYspace, not YOURspace. I can put whatever I want on my page and if you don't like it then delete me! DUH! People get so worked up over the simplest shit; its not even nothing that serious. Point Blank: BITCH DON'T GET MAD, DELETE ME AND GET GLAD.

Why must people be so petty.?

Wow folks these days, and people wonder why I say I hate people. They do petty shit like its really supposed to phase me. Bitch if what you doing don't take my breathe i really don't give a fuck. Words of advice: GET SOME BUSINESS AND LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE.
If you was a smart bitch you would listen.

Have you?

Have you ever had a thing for somebody you knew you couldn't have? It's not a matter of you being too ugly to get them, but more like you too young. Or maybe they stuck on an ex. Or something else just gets in the way of making them yours.? And it's like one day that obstacle might be not so hard to get around but by the time that day has come they probably would have been happily in love with someone else. Urgh life's a BITCH.!

Life

Have you ever sat back and thought about how times have changed? If not think about how when you were little getting high was related to swinging or how about the only drug you knew was cough syrup. What about when the only thing you thought about getting from boys was the cooties and you tried to never touch one. What about when you heard use protection you thought knee pads and helmets and race issues meant who could run the fastest. What about the only broken heart you had was when your parents said no and goodbye meant only till later. Your siblings were your worst enemies and you were excited to wake up and go to school. And you and all your friends couldn't wait to grow up...

Now your on your way there and it is different from how you ever imagined. Best friends one day enemies tomorrow. Soda turns into alcohol. Playgrounds turns into parties. Cooties become real. And now heartbreak comes from more than just parents. You go from swinging to smoking. And teasing no longer leads to tattle-telling but to fights. And you sit back and realize why everyone said to cherish your child hood years...

Ugh

Why do people set themselves up for failure? You see the same girls go through the same pattern in life.
Phase 1: They get a new boo and put him all over her page and say they love them.
Phase 2: He cheats or sum shit like that.
Phase 3: They holler niggas ain't shit or "F.A.N." for a couple of weeks.
Phase 4: Repeat phase 1.

I mean people can only do what you allow them too....

People

People always quick to call somebody else judgemental or a hater or mean but really people do stupid stuff that make you talk about them. It be the most simplest shit and it bothers me so much!
Ex:You got on a new outfit and yo nails done but yo hair and shoes look like shit!?
-that bothers me.
Ex:You see a lady and she got on nothing but name brand shit but her kids look like they fresh out of a shelter.
-that bothers me.
Ex:You talking bout somebody but you look worse than they ass.
-that bothers me.
Ex:You got on rain boots and/or a rain coat but it isnt not one cloud in the sky.
-that bothers me.
Ex:Your hair do is so old that the tracks are sticking straight up off your head.
-that bothers me.
Ex:You got on heels and yo toes hanging over the front of your shoes.
-that bothers me
And this could go on and on.
I know yall like don't nobody really be doing shit like this...
Just take a walk around the Pensacola mall.

Lifes Crazy...

I never th0ught that half the shit I did would have ever happened. Fights? Crushes? Friends to foes? Life is just so unpredictable! Somethings you can't avoid it just happens, but they say everything happens for a reason so why try too...

I Think I'm The Shit!

So this girl at my school gone say "she don't like me because I walk around Washington like I'm the shit and I'm not." Wtf? How am I supposed to walk the halls? With my head down by myself.? And why is she watching how I be walking anyway. I swear folks find any reason to say they don't like somebody, but I don't give a damn. And just so she knows yes I do think I'm the shit; your just mad cause your little baby poop stains. :)

WTF.?

Man WTF.? Something ain't right with that little boy.! Why is he doing spilts and shit. Dats abnormal.! He got a little too much sugar in blood stream...

Why you don't fuck wit me no mo.?

I hate that phrase! And it seem like everybody in Pensacola be trying to use the shit like it's cool or something.
Get on myspace-
new message: "Why you don't fux wit me no mo.?" Apparently i don't want to.!
new comment: "Fux wit me.!" NO.!
Then majority of the people that write me that, I neva really talked to them like that in the first place.!
Urgh I wish people would just erase that phrase out of their brain....

Only you

It starts off as you and your friends just out about one day and you see Him. You like his looks, his ways, the way he carries himself, but yet you say nothing to him. You go home mad and upset, wondering if you will ever see Him again. Wishing that you had talked to Him. Wondering if he noticed you. Some weeks go, by you ask around but no one knows who he is or who you are describing. Then that one day comes when you see Him again, and this time he sees you too. He is curious about you just as you were about Him. He comes and talks to you and you feel like you have just won the lottery. Yall exchange numbers, and you go home and ponder about Him; about yall. You begin to talk and text each other on a regular basis. Your crushing hard. You feel like he gives you sunshine on a rainy day. Other boys trying to talk to you but in your eyes they are no comparison. All of a sudden the texting slows up. The conversations become dry. You think its your fault. Your wondering why.? You try to figure out what is it that is going wrong. Then you come to realize that your not the only you he had...

Shes A Beauty!

Imperfection is beauty. && beauty is me. Guess that makes me imperfect, but that is all I can be.